Bismillāhirraḥmānirrraḥīm
Two months before turning four
Hdinda is still a toddler
when the heart once failed and put her in cardiac arrest
and wipe all the colour on her face
Hdinda is still a toddler
when she previously had a temporary pacemaker fitted
and now being in the operating theatre
with a team of doctors fitting a permanent one
Hdinda is still a toddler
when we knew her extraordinary medical condition
Hdinda is still a toddler
when she had her first open-heart surgery
Hdinda is a toddler
when she slowly becomes aware of what awaits her
after the doctor tells the mother to leave the room
3 hours have passed
so slowly
that it tortures the mother
who waiting anxiously
Hey, Toddler with Pacemaker
Now-on from today
you are becoming more special than before
you are the chosen one
Allah loves you in every way
Allah loves us in every way
Be Strong and Strive more than ever
my sweet Hdinda
Subhanakallahumma wa bihamdika, asyhadu al-laa ilaaha illaa anta, astaghfiruka, wa atuubu ilaik.
